I knew that the world outside is gonna be cruel.
I knew that kind people aren't that much outside there.
I knew that true friends only appeared in secondary school.
(But I found one in university)
I knew that people are friend with us because they can gain advantages from us.
I knew that this world,
is just like hell.
But I just couldn't be cruel.
I sill think that there are still people who worth me giving the very best of me.
There are still people who are truly kind.
I still remembered what my lecturer told me,
you are too kind.
And someday,
you will get killed by your own kindness.
I love all my friends.
I knew that in this world,
No one have the obligation or responsible to treat us nice.
But I still do so,
because I wish that I'm able to help others.
But,
I'm just started to get a bit tired.
I don't know.
I have no idea at all.
But sometimes, I just don't feel like I am friend to them.
Maybe,
from the beginning,
I'm already not.
But I still hope,
and keep on hoping things that may not happen.
Contradiction.
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