It has been a long time since I update my blog~~
Well, the first reason will be I don't have internet access on my laptop most of the time,
and the next reason will be simply lazy..
Within these few weeks,
I had been through quite a lot I guess.
I was involved in an event.
Is a Musical Drama entitled "If . 如果"
I saw tears, argument, happiness, sorrow.
There are friends who become closer,
and of course friendship which breaks into pieces as well.
All these worry me lots.
I think too much perhaps.
I worry that I would lost my my best friend in the future.
She is a nice girl, but we are just too different from each other.
She is a positive one.
While I'm the opposite.
I can feel that we started to have gaps.
But I should somehow balance it by myself.
Everyone have their own life.
I can't own her of course.
But she is the one who make me become dependent on friends,
and I have to be independent now.
How contradict is that.
But I don't have another choice.
Solo seems like the only way.
I gonna face all these things alone in future.
Watching my friends leaving me.
Watching people quarrels.
Watching how events destroy people.
I start to wonder
does PR really suit me?
haha....I really have no idea
