Worries

There are lot of things which make me worry for the past few days.
There are things which until now I still can't truly let go.
The moment when I'm alone.
The consequences of everything I had done or I may do in the future.

My anxiety increased.
I have problems with sleeping in the night.
I looked clam on my face,
but deep inside my heart.
You will never want to feel it.

I think I'm gonna gone nuts soon.
The stress is killing me.
Taking over my conscious slowly.
I wonder do I still doing things rationally.

I faked more than usual.
I'm just tired to be nice anymore.
That's why I just fake.
And someday,
I'm gonna take away my mask.

And the show will begin