Restart

3 more days left before my results of last semester will be released.
I really have no idea how it will turn out.
Will I be in the President list?
Or Dean list?
I knew that a lot of people say that result is actually nothing.
I used to think like that as well.
Perhaps it was just a lie,
a kind of comfort that I used on myself when I get shit result.

But now is different.
I'm not like those days.
I had put in efforts.
I want to be better than others.
I want to be the best.
Not just a normal guy with a normal result.
I want to shine.
I want to success and stand on the top of the hill.
I want everyone to recognize my ability.
I want everyone to know that I'm the best.

Others may think that I'm just an ego person.
Someone who afraid to lose to others.
M ego nurture me to someone like me today.
Someone who desired success.
Is true that I'm afraid to lose to others.
Because I had fall enough.
I had break the hearts of people who care about me.
Made them disappointed with my shit result.  
That's the reason why results mean a lot to me nowadays.
That's why I stress myself with my results.
I do not want to fail again.
I'm sick of jealous other's results.
Is time for me to be in the top.
While others looking high upon me,
Jealous,
Salute,
Admire,
Hate.
I want to be the best.
And I will be the best.
It will be a new starting again.
Let the game begins.