I do Care

I thought that I will be very steady.
I thought that I will take it easily.
I thought that I will be just fine.

Well,
Turn out I did felt something.
Turn out I can't really take it.
Turn out I am not fine at all.

But time really gonna just make everything fade.
The feeling just getting lesser and lesser.
Instead of hatred towards myself,
It replaced by the spirit of strike harder.
My ego shall push me further.
To break my limitation.

This time you are just beside me,
and the next time,
I will be in front of you.
I mean no offense.
But my ego just killing me.
To be the best among the best.

I'm just tired of admiring others.
Tired of jealous on others.
Tired of looking other's glory.
Is the time that I'm admired by others.
Nothing is impossible.
Because I shall make impossible to possible.