This was the month I had sufficient rest plus zero work stress as my internship ends.
Nothing much happened in this month but I spent most of the time thinking and imagine.
I think all the imagination started once I read this manga "Relife".
This is a story about one was undergoing certain experiment and bu consuming a certain drug,
he physically changed to his 18 years old look and have to study at one of the assigned school.
Lots of things happened throughout his study and somehow in the process,
he had changed and influenced people around him,
and inspired by others too.
Most important is that he slowly letting go his past that haunted him for so long.
The manga still halfway, so I couldn't really say whether it is a good story or not.
But so far, I'm still looking forward to the update every Friday.
Here is how the manga looks like.
There is also anime available.
I have no idea why I would keep imagine how will everything change if I given such chance to go back to my past and start all over again.
Somehow, I was wandering in my imagination everyday.
Thinking how everything will be different.
And the conclusion that I can made from all these things happening is that,
Seems like I'm pretty regret for what I had done in the past or things that I haven't accomplish in the past.
Despite all the imaginations didn't make me feel better,
I understand myself better in a certain way.
Probably most of the time,
Imaginations are just the dreams that we wish to become reality.
In the month of September,
I went back to my dad's hometown with my dad's another family.
I find it quite funny actually when I felt nervous to meet the other family
But the feelings behind funny are just sad and disappointment.
This trip enable me to understand what happened in the past and how this second family was formed.
I get another sister and brother but I doubt will I be close with them.
I don't hate them,
But I don't like them either.
Well, is hard to share something that suppose solely own by you probably. ><
It was a great trip anyway because I get to see my grandparents who are aging and sick.
But it the end, nothing much to be cherish too be honest.
I think the bond is not strong enough when you only able to see someone once in a few years.
(I actually look kinda old in this photo>< but that's the difference between 23 and 6, oh...that is my sis)
Another trip I had in the month of September was with my girlfriend's family to Morib.
It was a great trip with lots of seafood and that was my first time to be half naked and 'swim' in the water theme park.
Well, I can't deny that I'm shy because of my body shape but I really have no idea why I would dare to do so actually.><
But since I had did it, I guess I will be more brave in the future when comes to swimming.
It was really a great trip for me to enhance the relationship between me and my girlfriend's family.
This pretty much summarize my September.
Oh ya,
Before I forget,
I met with my course-mates JS and Suet May.
Jun still working so he can't attend.
It has been a long time since we met each other and somehow we were able to chat from morning until before we leave.><
To be precise is they leave as they need to catch their train back.
We had a great chat on that day.
Just that people changed and things changed as well.
Things no longer remain the same as it started.
And that is the main reason why I'm afraid of committing into a friendship.
Because things do not last forever.
I had a great movie on that day alone after my dinner.
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