Mask

People asked why did I wear a mask.
I answered them that I was sick.
Is not that I'm ill.
But I'm tired of putting a smile in front of people.

Just to save my energy explaining why am I not smiling,
A simple mask,
And a simple reason.
People stop asking further.

It feels so good to not faking a smile in front of people.
It is tiring to be someone we are not.


I wear a mask.
It act as a shield for me.
For me to be myself.
For me to not pretending to be someone I'm not.
For me to...
Not giving up.

I'm not fine.
But I just don't care anymore.
I'm tired.
But I just don't care anymore.
I'm stress.
But I just don't care anymore.
I wish people care about me like how I care about others.
But I just don't care anymore.
I need help.
But I just don't care anymore.

And by not caring about it anymore.
I feel less pain.
And this is the way I choose not to suffer.