Smile

I can put a smile on my face anytime~
Is not hard to put a fake smile.
People tend to ask less,
care less.
And things can be solved easily.

A lot of things happened,
until I had reach a point,
where I felt tired to fake a smile.
It hurts deep inside my heart.
It feels tired to be strong all the time.

I do not know why am I going through all this.
I'm tired,
and mostly I'm afraid.
I just can no longer take it,
handle it or cope with it.

Things are pouring into me
and I have no where else to release all these feelings.
For the first time,
I felt the true helpless feeling.
All alone...
facing everything.
And the only thing you can do,
Is just shiver.

You don't know me.
That's why you can be mean.